

heavy breathing you smoke in the stairwayheavy breathing by ~enpapier
you sleep in a coma
you drink alcohol while watching dim sum
you breathe heavily next to me
you smell like cigarettes and tree soap
you wish you could play the cello
i wish you wouldn't pass out
you wish i wasn't so thin
you wish we could be out all night;
eating like birds in Chinatown,
smoking and laughing and drinking
with dark circles under our eyes,
our eyes heavy
your hands are cold in the shower
my body is bruised
my skeleton is showing
notre dame by ~enpapier
thank-you
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born to be mild.
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i'm a liar but that doesn't mean this isn't true